Night study has started. Went for the first session of night study tonight. Actually didn't really plan to go, it was only later on when i met Si Rui and co. den decided to join them to study. Bought some snacks from Kovan and went back to school about 6.00pm.

There was the Serenade of Strings concert going on as well so there was quite alot of people in the school this evening. Sat outside the LTs with them to study.

Nic's a super lame crapper man. So much lame shit come out of him today. And Randy too. LOL. *ahem* bird nest *ahem* Wahahaha! Anyways, did like 4 questions of complex numbers II tutorial and grasped a couple of concepts too. So i guess it wasn't ALL WASTED. Yay~

....another lonesome day....

Got the exam schedule for Prelims today. Crap. Got 3 papers on 1 day. AGAIN. And I heard that the econs/chem/math combi peeps got 4 papers in 1 day. Well, we can see how "great" the exam planning committee is. And I don't care if any teachers ever read this too, cos its true. Sue me~

Did some homework juz awhile ago, NMR spectroscopy. Think I'm getting the hang of it, as in how to read splitting patterns and all that. Still got loads of work to do.. Fluids(part 2).. Complex Numbers II.. Sexual Reproduction..tutorial, and of course, there's NMR to complete. And here I am blogging away..... Of course, don't forget the Grp VII time trial. Whee~

Played soccer after P.E today and I realised I'm totally hopeless at receiving balls, especially long and high ones. Seriously gotta go practise receiving balls for abit, if not I'm gonna be a joke. Haha~ But I guess my soccer skills did improve somewhat? (from horrendous to terrible? xD)

Anyways, last day of school before the weekend tomorrow, so looking forward to it man.. Really wanna use the weekend to chiong tutorials and pack my table. Hahax.

..... didnt even get a glimpse of her today..

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Jason Mraz - Life Is Wonderful

It takes a crane to build a crane
it takes two floors to make a story
it takes an egg to make a hen
it takes a hen to make an egg
there is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
and it takes some words to make an action
it takes some work to make it work
it takes some good to make it hurt
it takes some bad for satisfaction

la la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
and it takes a day to make you yawn brother
it takes some old to make you young
it takes some cold to know the sun
it takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
but it takes you years to know what love is
and it takes some fears to make you trust
it takes those tears to make it rust
it takes the dust to have it polished (Yeah)

ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la it is so (and it's so)

It takes some silence to make sound
and it takes a loss before you found it
and it takes a road to go nowhere
it takes a toll to make you care
it takes a hole to make a mountain

ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la
it is so wonderful
it is so meaningful
it is so wonderful
it is meaningful
it is wonderful
it is meaningful
it goes full circle
wonderful
meaningful
full circle
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Another song I wanna share.. Enjoy.. Song in the "etc" section

Yep. I'm pretty depressed today. Came back home at about 6pm. Sat there brooding for a bit...

Took the mop and started mopping the house down. LOL. Yea, I can do housework, don't look down on me! Haha. Why am I depressed? Well not really anything I cant handle I guess. Anyways. Watched the Zero Degrees serial on TV juz a few minutes ago and that guy in the show folded 1000 paper cranes for his girlfriend which totally doesnt deserve it! Wow. Wonder if I would do that.... wait. i can't fold paper cranes. Haha

Okok, I'm juz spouting random nonsense. Gotta go do my NMR tutorial. ZZZ

What in the world was i doing....

Tell me if this guy really deserves the award.

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MAN DATES GAL ON INTERNET FOR SIX MONTHS -- AND IT TURNS OUT SHE'S HIS MOTHER!
By Grace Green MARSEILLES, France --

Skirt-chasing playboy Daniel Anceneaux spent weeks talking with a sensual woman on the Internet before arranging a romantic rendezvous at a remote beach -- and discovering that his on-line sweetie of six months was his own mother!

'I walked out on that dark beach thinking I was going to hook up with the girl of my dreams,' the rattled bachelor later admitted. 'And there she was, wearing white shorts and a pink tank top, just like she'd said she would.'But when I got close, she turned around -- and we both got the shock of our lives. I mean, I didn't know what to say. All I could think was, 'Oh my God! it's Mama!' 'But the worst was yet to come. Just as the mortified mother and son realized the error of their ways, a patrolman passed by and cited them for visiting a restricted beach after dark.'Danny and I were so flustered, we blurted out the whole story to the cop,' recalled matronly mom Nicole, 52.

'The policeman wrote a report, a local TV station got hold of it -- and the next thing we knew, our picture and our story was all over the 6 o'clock news. 'People started pointing and laughing at us on the street -- and they haven't stopped laughing since.'The girl-crazy X-ray technician said he began flirting with normally straitlaced Nicole -- who lives six miles away in a Marseilles suburb -- while scouring the Internet for young ladies to put a little pizzazz in his life.'Mom called herself Sweet Juliette and I called myself The Prince of Pleasure, and unfortunately, neither one of us had any idea who the other was,' said flabbergasted Daniel.'The conversations even got a little racy a couple of times.'But I really started to fall for her, because there seemed to be a sensitive side that you don't see in many girls.'She sent me poems she had written and told me about her dreams and desires, and it was really very romantic.'The truth is, I got to see a side of my mom I'd never seen before. I'm grateful for that.

'When starry-eyed Daniel asked Sweet Juliette to send him a picture, Nicole e-mailed him a photo of a curvy, half-clad cutie she'd scanned from a men's magazine.'The girl in the picture was so beautiful, I begged Juliette to meet me on the beach -- and Mom said yes,' he recalled. 'Mom says she was falling for me, too, and she just wanted to meet me, even though she knew I'd be disappointed when I saw her.'As for me, I figured I was going to find the girl of my dreams.'I guess that's about as wrong as I've ever been.'Daniel admits he and his mother could do little but stammer and stutter around each other for days after their cyberspace exploits came to light.

And his father Paul -- Nicole's husband of 27 years -- wasn't too happy when the story hit the news and his beer-drinking buddies made him the butt of their jokes.'Dad was ticked for a while and he forbid Mom to talk to anybody on the Internet ever again,' said embarrassed Daniel.
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Ok, awards aside.. Been counting the $$ for Prom so far and luckily the numbers are tallying. If not someone has much to account for(most probably me XD). Everything's going well and all, so hopefully it all ends well.

Did some running today, haven ran for a looooooooooong time. Did 10 laps lane 8 and I'm proud of my achievement. Wahahaha~ So hope that I can clear NAPFA this Aug. Sigh.

...I'm THE REAL stoner...

Happy birthday to me. Happy birthday to me. Happy birthday to me... Happy birthday to me..

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Gosh, this is so pathetic. I'm really sad.. past a really really lousy birthday today. No celebrations.. no nothing.. not even from my family? But I still wanna thank Jensen and Raymond for accompanying me on this lonesome day, and of course the tons of ppl who gave me birthday smses. THANK YOU PEEPS!

On another note, new bed arrived today. So tonight's the first night sleeping on the new bed! Yay! I'm only scared i roll off or something xD.


....really wishing she was here....

Ah. Soccer. Been playing it alot lately and I'd say I'm improving in it. Kinda. But all in all, my kicking skills are still a mere pittance. Sheesh. And i grazed my knee today when playing goalie...in the sand. Grr~

Listening to the radio right now to Carrie Chong's Say It With Music program and there's some kinda "blind date" thing going on right now. LOL. Kinda hilarious to listen in on the conversations. Wahaha!

Radio still rawks after all~


:D

Today was the Chinese listening comprehension exam. So it's a half day for us non-chinese takers(or more accurately, ex-chinese takers). The initial plan was to go watch Pirates Of The Carribbean(did i get tt right..?), but it ended up with most of the guys going over to Wei Sheng's house to chill out. Lymon, Justine and Fanny and co. went for the movie instead, think we PS-ed Lymon. =x Didn't really do much at WS's house.. just played with the toy guns, computer, cards, watched television for around 4-5 hours? Back home now.. gonna start studying..

Don't really know whether its true. But I get the feeling I'm being outcasted by everyone.. Sigh. Hope its just a horribly bad hunch...

*Lonely..*

First off. Yo Jensen! Happy birthday dude!

Yup, yesterday was Jensen's 18th birthday and we(as in the class) celebrated it for him after Saturday lectures. That aside, the weekends so far been a total bore. Got back some exam scripts too, but they were completely horrible, so shan't talk about them.

That's that i guess. Really nothing to say at all. Crap~

..My tama died. I forgot to pause him(or her) before going to school today.. Sigh. R.I.P Amber.

=(

Another song which i really really like..

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars

We'll do it all, everything, on our own
We don't need anything or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me
And just forget the world

I don't quite know how to say how I feel
Those three words are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace to remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
I just know that these things
Will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lay with me
And just forget the world
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Once again, you can hear it at ETC section (:

New favourite song for now!

Blue October - Hate Me

Hey Justin this is your mother, I was just calling to see how you were doin,
you sounded really uptight last night it made me a little nervous.
I just wanted to make sure that you were really ok and wanted to see
if you were checked in on your medications.
You know I love ya, see ya, bye bye.

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? it is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
And in a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars with myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so f**king far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "how can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

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You can hear this song in the etc section. Do listen! :)

No, I'm not about to write bout some girl called Candy. Don't know what's wrong with me, but been REALLY REALLY REALLY into candy lately! Chocolates, hard candy, stripe candy(or strip? =x). You name it. Hahaz.

Anyways, today was first day of school after the Mids. Past pretty quickly since lessons end at 12.30 due to some security seminar(which I'm glad to say does not involve the J2s). Went to eat with Lymon, Justine, Tingz and Cindia, and i realised the girls quite picky. -__-" After lunch, took 80 home and everything was pretty.. boring after that.

"Groomed" my bicycle and went out cycling for abit around 7pm-ish. Ate dinner at this food court near Bedok North school and the food was really great! And worth it! Cycled home after that and watched tv. Nothing much i guess.

Back to update after a really long absence since I'm absolutely bored now. But previously, really didn't feel like blogging since

1. Its the Mids and busy studying and worrying about failing the papers, so just didn't have the motivation to blog

2. Changing to Mozilla Firefox browser screwed up my display so the uglyness turned me off.(Its still screwed up)

Anyways, yesterday was the last day of Mids and coincidentally Si Rui's birthday. Went out to celebrate by watching Superman Returns. Then had dinner at Fish and Co. Ate the Swordfish Collar which was absolutely faboulous!! And the Kola tonic was good too! Shouldn't talk bout the movie here as its considered spoilers Haha. But just know that its good ppl, so do catch it!

No school for me today since there's still 1 last exam paper that I don't need to take, so yay! Free and easy now. :P But now its time to wait for results T____T"