Apologies in advance cause I juz can't be f**ked to finish typing up on the 14-day entries. Booked out again this morning for a grand total of 5 days of holidays. Obviously, one is overjoyed. For awhile. Got about 4-ish days of break left.. but what do i do..? Everyone's working... or busy... or already booked..(o wait that goes under "busy" too).... so yep. I'm pretty boooooored now. Sigh..

Should I even book out next week.

No. Nobody died. It's just that there will be new recruits coming into camp today. The PES B/PTP batch that is. Raymond's group!! Hopefully, the commanders won't be so harsh on us and take it out on them instead. Wait, I'm just dreaming don't mind me. Anyways, first water exercise today, some "aquajog" thing.. Woo, time to get a tan!! Oh yea, and I managed to pass the swim test, meaning no more swimming "lessons" for me, which also means more Admin time! Yay~

Yesterday and today were both rainy days. Somehow, whenever the weather is rainy, the commanders doesn't seem to have any activities for us, so we end up spending most of the day as admin time, talking about girlfriends, sex, our commanders and about future NS life. I guess that's good in a sense since we are slacking most of the time. But that also means tomorrow's schedule would be more hectic! Oh noes =( Oh, and the rainy weather also prevents us from drying clothes!!! How does one survive with only 2 sets of clothes?!?!? ZZZ

Weapon presentation ceremony. I'm now the owner of a rifle, my so-called wife... I think I still prefer er.. HER to be my wife rather than some mean, metallic, oily and deadply piece of equipment kthxbye. I don't know about everyone else, but I personally don't think I'm suited to be learning skills on how to kill a person with my rifle. And I also just realised like most of my bunk mates are all attached! And their steads are quite pretty and cutesy too!! Me me me want too! Lolx~

Like everything that needs changing, it appears even our signatures have to be changed to the ARMY MODE so that stuffs can be signed quickly and w/o error. Why change it? Well, the damn boxes provided for signing are f**king small for starters, and signing out/on the line will result in confinement.. which is total bullshit. On another note however, it seems our commanders have become much nicer and not so insufferable after all. No scratch that, the whloe system still sucks big time. Our promised 1hour of free admin time each day is barely adding up to 2hr over these 4 days. Biatches~!

I admit. I have a personal world within myself where I am king. Whenever anything invades my world or threaten the sovereignity of my world, I become really upset and depressed! I think I'm breaking down... Been having sudden bouts of depression where I feel completely despair and hopelessness. I hope I don't turn mental... Anyways. Wore the formal uniform (known as no. 4) for the first time today and it was hot as hell!! God bless prickly heat powder! Ah well.. 11 more days left..

Woke up with a jolt to an unfamilar place today and was momentarily stunned. Then it all came back in a rush and my spirits plummeted! I was at BMT! Was about to pull my hair in frustration before i recalled my lack of it and decided to strangle the mosquito net instead. Most of the day was time wastage with pointless waiting, talks and unnecessary shouting. This whole shit about discipline is a sacrifice of intelligence and productivity. Fuck this, "only" 12 days left and I wanna die already. Oh and I got shifted to another platooon JUST when I was settling fine at the former. Countdown: 12 days.

I'm BAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCK! From first 2 weeks of confinement in NS. Its a fun 2 weeks. But a really challenging experience. You guys will hate and den love it. Hahax. Anyways, extracts from my "diary" in subsequent posts..

*Note that attitude in posts are all as of THAT particular time.*

Day #1 : Start Of A 14-Day-Hell
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Enlistment process was long and draggy. Really shagged by now. Oh, and did I meantion that I'm botak now too? Spent practically the entire day lugging stuff back and forth, getting shouted at and basically living a sentient's being hell. Will I survive the remaining 14 days before(YES, 1st DAY NOT COUNTED) before the 1st book-out on 22nd December? I really don't know. Better sleep soon, there's where that's coming from starting tomorrow. Countdown: 13 days.
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is tomorrow. I'm still contactable so do remember to message me! And a last song song change which is rather apt! Hehe. Byeeeeeeeeeee ppl! >_<"

I'm in a good mood! Cos Christmas is coming! Wahaha~ So brand new icons for everyone!! Yaay! Look look!

Oh and got a new skin too! Last re-vamp b4 NS ^_^

Wow. One week past in like a blink of an eye. So many things happened during this period. To sum it all up, some MORE notably events... S01 chalet, Prom, confessions, Outing with the boys..

S01 chalet was a smash, as expected. Everyone was pretty hyped up and enthu, and our teachers also made some guest appearances to eat our horrible BBQ-ed food and to supplement our food supplies. I slept pretty well for a chalet lol, considering a good majority of them felt "dirty" stuff in the chalet. Oh but whatever, I didn't feel anything, even after listening to all the creepy ghost stories from Mr Koh and Mr Ho. Hahax. In my opinion, ghosts generally don't try to hurt you unless you're disrespectful or they're vengeful ghosts(in this case, respect aint gonna help). Yup, so just leave them be and they'll probably leave you be. Hopefully.

Prom was.. fun enough i guess. I only breathed easy when the whole event was over cos kept worrying bout all sorts of things, being a member of the organising comm.. However, did manage to get a fair share of eye candy. ^^ It's a night of transformations, for all the swans waiting to burst out of the ladies, and the stallions from the gentlemen. Aye, too bad it was just one very short night.

Went drinking with Jensen, knew I shouldnt have mixed the drinks.. Hahax. Got reckless and did some stuffs which I'd rather I didn't do....... Oh well, all is past and whatnots, I've got my closure.. at least. Who was I trying to kid? Like anything would come out of being silent and one reckless confession.

Outing with the boys. Haven't hung out for long while since JC. No infact, first outing tgt again. Watched "Open Season" which was sufferably acceptable and hung out around City Hall area, played some pool too! Mainly ate and sat around "shooting" each other and talking about girls. Lolz. Damn fun.

Yup. Thats all in a nutshell I guess. Joining the Brothers Of The Botakhood in a couple of days only. Will miss some people... SOME.